Don't Forget The Flowers

Posted At: Tuesday, October 20, 2009 8:27 PM | Posted By: Jon Katz

  I fell into a bit of a funk today and I was looking through the flower photos, and Maria said, “wow, they were just out there two weeks ago. Don’t forget the flowers.” It’s true, they were in the back yard just day ago, and now they are gone, and things are browning up. As a photographer, I’m looking for new stuff, new ways of catching color. I better get on it. November is not my favorite month.

Rescuing them, rescuing us

Posted At: Tuesday, October 20, 2009 8:23 PM | Posted By: Jon Katz

Frieda

  
   The dog rescue movement didn’t really exist in American until roughly a generation ago. Like other sub-cultures in the human-animal sphere, it says much about our society. We used to adopt dogs, and noone paid all that much attention to how they were treated. What Michael Vick did wasn’t even illegal until recently.
  Dog food wasn’t even sold until the 1950’s – they ate garbage – and the idea people might spend thousands of dollars on canine medical care would have been unimaginable.
  Rescuing a dog is a wonderful thing to do. I have two such dogs, and have had others. In many segments of our society, people believe “rescuing” a dog is the only morally acceptable approach to getting one, as so many are in need. Many rescue groups travel all over the country – especially to the South – to search out and bring back dogs in need of rescue. Tens of thousands of people work in this movement, one of the most interesting sub-cultures in the animal-human sphere.
  I have given up using the term on my dogs, because in my case I believe I was using the idea to make myself look and feel good. Izzy doesn’t care what he is called, and I do not believe seeing dogs as piteous or abused does them any particular good, even though it makes us feel good about ourselves.
  The emotional atmosphere surrounding dogs and cats, especially when it involves “rescue,” a much more loaded term than the old-fashioned one, “adoption,” is intensified by the view of them as rescued creatures. It shades our lives with them, and the emotions surrounding companion animals are already so complex that psychologists and therapists are getting interested. Many thousands of dogs in America are on medication for depression and anxiety, and many people feel enormous anxiety about training them, leaving them at home, or recovering from their loss.
  And I get a little uncomfortable when I see all those “Dog Therapy” vests, scarves, bumper stickers, and accessories. Announcing it sometimes seems as important as doing it.
  The part of the explosive rescue phenomenon that interests me is what it says about our culture, our society. Many dogs are in need of rescue. But there is, of course, no people rescue movement, nobody to sweep in and re-home us when we lose our jobs, run out of money, are fending off banks and credit card companies, reclaiming our homes from floods and storms, or need money for expensive health care procedures. It is not a controversial notion that Americans spend billions of dollars on animal health care while nearly half of the children in the country don’t have any.
  The two things are connected, of course. We don’t do a very good job of connecting with each other, and we need unconditional love and the sense that we can step outside of ourselves and rescue something.
  Dogs are fortunate that the rescue movement exists.
  But it is always honest, I think, to remember that we do it for us as well, that we are rescuing something inside of us also.
 

Rose, on a stone wall. And selfishness

Posted At: Tuesday, October 20, 2009 8:48 AM | Posted By: Jon Katz

  October 20, 2009 – Cold, cloudy. Dry. I have often thought that when you do something for someone else, you are often doing something for yourself. Selflessness is, for me, one of the rarest and most admirable and difficult traits. When we do something for others – some elements of animal rescue come to mind – we like to think in our self-righteousness that we are noble, even superior to others.
  People are always telling me their dogs were abused, mistreated, piteous, and that is why they behave in troubled and difficult ways. It sounds noble, really, having mercy on a helpless animals. But often, what we are doing is looking for ways to feel good about ourselves, to cast ourselves as superior, human, compassionate.If the dog is abused, then we are not abusers, but rescuers. And the very term rescue – we used to just adopt dogs, now we “rescue” them – is self-serving. I think I will take it out of my vocabulary, along with “journey” and “this economy” and “in this climate.”
  I used to introduce Izzy as a rescue dog who abandoned on a farm for years, and the implication, of course, is that I am a wonderful human being for taking him in, and giving him a good life. Izzy was abandoned on a farm, and he was rescued. But I don’t describe him that way any more. I realize this is not a story he needs to tell, but one that I need to tell in order to make me feel better about myself, and to make me look good and feel noble.
  Dogs and cats offer a simple way to appear noble and superior. They are blank canvases, and we can paint any picture we want on them, and it’s often one of us being great.
  I don’t want to exploit dogs or anyone or anything else. Whatever I do for others – and I hope it is more and more – comes with the self-awareness and understanding to know that it is also a gift to me, a way for me to feel better about myself.
  It seems more honest to me to know that.

Faith: Opening the Eye of the Heart

Posted At: Tuesday, October 20, 2009 6:40 AM | Posted By: Jon Katz

On the path. I place the dogs in order of their place in our little pack. Curiously, I think Izzy the leader of my dogs. Even Frieda defers to him. Then Frieda. Then Lenore, who is a lover, not a leader. And Rose, who is usually off by herself in her own world. She is not deferential, but she has no with to lead the group. To get this shot you have to lie on the ground level with the dogs, place them on an incline and shoot close and up. This with a 100 mm. My new 16-35, broken, is being placed today, thanks to my insurance contract. I believe in them. Broke two lenses, both were promptly replaced.

 October 20, 2009 – October 20, 2009 – Getting into more thoughtful dog portraits. Christine Nemec of Redux and I are talking about selling more photos online, including some portraits of the dogs. I think it might be a good idea. She sold a Kinney Road photograph in her gallery this weekend, so I am a fine artist, don’t cha know. There are all sorts of ways to photograph dogs more stylistically and emotionally, and and I have four good candidates. Christine is impressive, and knows what she is doing.
  I was reading some Thomas Merton this morning and was sent some of his comments on faith. He wrote that faith is not simply the grim determination to cling to a certain form of words, no matter what may happen. Faith is the opening of an inward eye, the eye of the heart.
  This struck home with me. People who assure me everything will be fine don’t convince me. Nor do people who run around squawking all day that the world is coming to an end. No offense to all the psychics selling books, but I don’t know anybody who can predict the future.
  The past few years have taught me that faith is internal, as is security. The news doesn’t bring peace, nor do markets’s and IRA’s. We just are taught that is true. These constructs keep us bottled up in terror, blocking us from living our lives, helping us waste our short lives in fear and hesitation, teaching us how to downsize our lives, lower our ambitions and expectations, and hide.
  I agree with Merton. Faith is the opening of the inward eye, the eye of the heart. I think that’s where we become at peace with ourselves. Or not.