17 July

The Creative Spark: My Long Search For Color And Light. Meet The Pink Baby Gladiola

by Jon Katz

It is the sacred role of the artist to bring color and light into the world.” – Joseph Campbell.

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People tell me every day lately that my love for photography, flowers, color, and light is apparent, but I am never quite sure what that means. But I’m not dense.

I love the impact these photos have on people who share my love of color and light and who, like me, also need it in their lives.

Color is a power that heals, comforts, and touches the soul.

Maria says I am not a crawl-in-the-mud gardener but a color and light gardener. I know what she means. I’m not into the planting; I love the picture taking.

(Photo above of the new baby Gladiola was taken by my Iphone 13 Max Pro, so are the two photos below.)

This year, I made some of the best creative decisions of my life.

I made a truly terrifying investment in two Leica Cameras, the Leica 2 and the Monochrome, that I will be paying almost for the rest of my life.

I realized today that I had shown Maria every single photograph I have taken in my life, and she has supported me and encouraged me every step of the way.

I took my first photo a few months before I met her, sometime in 2007. The first thing I do when I come into the house is to show her the photos I’ve taken.

I would have given up years ago without her. It is harder and more complex work than I imagined.

My love for her opened my heart to my love of bright and uplifting images. My heart and soul were nearly dead.

The first photos I took were of dead leaves hanging on trees.

Maria said they were all good, and I believed her. I have always described myself as a warrior for color and light; it is becoming more and more truthful.

 

 

I took some significant steps with my photography this year.

I sent my Canon cameras and every lens I bought to B&H Photo in New York to trade and helped pay for the new cameras. The rest I am paying for in monthly payments.

The cameras are lovely, but so is my Iphone 13 camera, which takes very different pictures than the Leicas but lovely ones.

I also purchased four different-sized raised garden beds and a lot of seeds and decided to plant my own flowers and take my own photos; I felt an artist in me, a creative spark that wanted to come out.

I’ve never met my color and light before; I’ve always photographed the color and light around me. With the help of Mother Nature (and the ghost of Georgia Okeeffe), I’ve crossed a boundary.

I made a further investment six months ago.

I took Photo Editing lessons from a computer genius in Vermont ($80 to $110 an hour) and unique ($145 an hour) classes at the Leica Akademie in Boston to learn how to use my great new cameras.

I’ve been taking photos for about 12 years, and I balked at learning some of the simple technical realities of photography that make such a difference.

The lessons were taken two or three times a month.

I made another investment. I re-designed and focused the blog on making it a safe (mainly) place devoted to beautiful images, stories, and photos of good and compassionate people.

The hatred and arguments can rage all around us, but they won’t rant here. I take great joy in chasing the trolls and whineasses off my site.

I have no regrets about spending this money; it was a crowning moment in my understanding of myself as an artist and finally created the color and light I have been searching for all my life.

 

 

Creativity is all about taking risks and leaps of faith. I want to do the work that makes people sit up, open their eyes, and feel warm and good.

I want to touch their hearts and souls. I can’t do this all the time, but when I see an opening, I plow through it. The flowers in my garden beds are just such an opening.

I think I sensed that from the beginning.

I’m going to have a good summer, photo-wise.

All of this investing pretty much wiped me out. I can’t do the lessons anymore, and hopefully, I can move ahead on my own. I had great teachers; they taught me more than I could have imagined in those lessons. I think they turned my life around.

They each told me they would always be there for me and believed in my creative talent. They told me always to be wary of the pompous peckerheads who crow about the old ways. I hear from them often.

Photography is an expensive hobby, and all of the money goes out; nothing comes in. I don’t want to sell my photographs; they are my gift to the many people who have supported and encouraged me from my first photo to now. I think I’ve given away about 50,000 images; I don’t bookmark or copy any of them.

It took me a while to grasp the connection between hard work and preparation to make something beautiful and meaningful. To take beautiful photos, to seek out the color and the light, I had to learn a lot; there was no other way around it.

And as I am getting older, time was running out. Time to put my money where my heart is. And now that I am out of money, time to get to work and stop screwing around.

This morning, a bunch of Ravens – in mythology, they lead us from the darkness into the light – were clustered around the farmhouse yakking at one another and, I think, at Maria, who was sitting on the back porch watching them.

We rarely see ravens around the farm.

I grew up in the darkness, prayed, and desperately hoped for color and light. Sometimes I could find it, sometimes not. Maybe the ravens were delivering a message. They seemed to have a lot to say.

My life has been a seesaw, like the lives of so many others, between the darkness and the light. Somehow, color and light seem more important to me than ever before.

My marriage to Maria, my work at the Mansion, and with the refugee children and Sue Silverstein have opened my heart to a new chapter in my life.

As Campbell suggested, I am an artist now, and I have never been closer or better positioned to search out the color and light, send it out into the world, and help the needy and the vulnerable.

This is the right thing to do at this point in my life, and I am utterly committed to it.

So I’ll keep trying with my life, small acts of great kindness, writing, blog, and photography.

This creative lunge will likely be one of the few remaining chapters in my life. I am working to make it one of the best.

The flowers and your generous reaction to my picture inspire me and gave me an excellent start.

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 I found I could say things with color and shapes that I couldn’t say any other way.” – Georgia O’Keeffe.

22 July

Lightening Up With Melania: The Power Of Humor

by Jon Katz
The Power Of Humor
The Power Of Humor

This morning, I am offering my readers a precious gift, the gift of a smile. I promise you, in the mist of all this dark and menacing politicking – whatever happened to being uplifted? – that if you look at this video, you will smile, whatever your politics are, however pissed off you are on Facebook.

Where else can you get a promise like that this week?

The political convention held this week seemed to almost everyone to be depressing, it seemed to cloud the very air with anger, disbelief and gloom. It was as if we forget to laugh, at ourselves, our leaders, our world. It was humorless from beginning to end. All of the funny stuff was an accident.

The vision of America I kept hearing about all week and seeing when I watched was of a broken, Dystopian, lawless culture, a sort of  political Mad Max movie starring pissed off older white people in suits and big hair, holed up in their basements with rifles waiting for the displaced and the starving and the lawless and the brown and black and foreign to storm the big new walls and come and get them.

I didn’t see one smile all week.

Not from the people inside, or the people speaking, or the people watching.

Everyone I talked to seemed to have stomach cramps.  I kept thinking that everyone I saw on television needed an enema. I wouldn’t care to argue the politics of the thing, but I sure wouldn’t to have lunch with those people or invite them to the farm. The donkeys would run away and hide.

I confess I see the culture differently from some of the politicians in Cleveland. We are a diverse, quarrelsome, disparate country with some very real problems to address and nothing resembling a consensus on how to fix them. Our democracy has rarely been peaceful or reasonable. History is our friend and our guide, and I love history.

We have been through far worse times than this.

I skipped the convention, the whole thing was just too dark for me.

This morning, I woke up at 4 or 5 a.m.  and browsed the Web. I was surprised and intrigued. Martha from Nevada e-mailed me and said if I did nothing else, I should watch a video from the Late Show that was going viral. I’ve been online a long time, my neural system is sensitive to things going viral sometimes.

The Web was full of posts and links and praise for a Broadway actress named Laura Benanti who had appeared on the Stephen Colbert Late Show to spoof the plagiarism controversy from Tuesday night involving Melania Trump and her reading lines from Michelle Obama’s 2008 speech.

I downloaded it – it was so popular it took me awhile – and then I laughed so hard I made Red growl and woke Maria up and made her watch too. We lay together in the dark looking at my Iphone and we  watched the skit three times and were laughing just as hard at the third round as we did the first.

We laughed so hard Fate started whining in her crate and the donkeys heard us out in the Pole Barn and brayed.

We both looked at  each other and realized how good it is to laugh. We hadn’t laughed in a while. For me, that is a warning sign, a kind of death.

Melania Trump’s speech is not very important in the scheme of things, nobody will be talking about it by Sunday, I imagine. So why did Benanti’s performance – she is a star now –  light up social media and draw millions of views in minutes, really. It was really a tonic, whichever side you are on, and if you brain is not dead and you have not become one of those angry, raging ghouls.

We needed to laugh and we needed to be reminded to laugh, at least here on the farm. The commentators are as grim as the politicians.

This all made me realize how much we all need to laugh once in a while, even in the midst of trauma and conflict, and how healthy it is for people to lighten up, to smile. It is an integral part of who we are as a people. Lincoln knew it, so did JFK and Ronald Reagan. So did Winston Churchill. Every great leader knew how to laugh. There is no greater or more stirring signal to a troubled people than a leader who can make them laugh.

We need some humility, none of us or our beliefs are all that important. I have no right to take myself so seriously that I can’t laugh at myself, or at you. The other day, I was chasing Fanny around the pasture for a half hour trying to get some anti-fly ointment into her sore ears. It was ridiculous, really, I had no chance of catching Fanny or getting her to hold still if she didn’t wish to. With donkeys, everything has to be their idea, or you can forget about it.

Finally, Fanny turned to me and let out a jeering bray. “You are laughing at me!,” I said, and she was. I went back and tried again later. She was fine with it.

I will leave it to others to argue the politics of the election, but we forget sometimes that creativity is the most powerful political force there is, and a world without humor is its own Guantanamo Bay.

We seem to take ourselves so seriously, and as someone who finds himself inherently ridiculous, and life utterly unpredictable and absurd.  As a former political writer, I knew there is nothing funnier in the whole world than posturing politicians. If I can’t laugh at them sometimes, I am finished.

When we laugh, we are uplifted, transported, it does something good to our biology, it prolongs life, builds perspective, helps the heart to beat strongly, burnishes the soul, brings the world down to size. It just feels good, something I needed very much to be reminded of this week.

They reminded us with laughter than there are many bigger troubles than ours, and so many people in the world would be happy to trade places with us. That is humbling when you think about it.

Thanks to Stephen Colbert and Laura Benanti for that, they may have just made the most powerful political statement there is.

22 January

Chasing The Sunrise

by Jon Katz
Chasing The Sunrise
Chasing The Sunrise

This week, I’ve been chasing the sunrise, the frost has been a helper to me, the early sun lights it up in a beautiful and framing way, it tells the story of the morning for me. The frost only catches the sunlight for a few minutes, I have to be up and ready. The early part of the winter pasture. Looks like we will miss the big storm. Or it will miss us.

29 December

Chasing Sunsets, Route 313

by Jon Katz
Chasing Sunsets, Route 313
Chasing Sunsets, Route 313

Late afternoon is photographer’s light, but in the winter, the sun seems to drop over the hills like a rock, there is not much time to catch the light, so I sometimes have to chase it, as I did today. I caught up with it just as it hit the side of those neat old farmhouse and one of the barns. That worked for me.

13 September

Chasing The Sunset: Provincetown

by Jon Katz
Chasing The Sunset
Chasing The Sunset

In Provincetown, we chased the sunset. Since I started taking photos, I’ve chased sunsets all over my county, Washington County, and came close to catching a few. This was one of the most striking, the sky exploded in color just as the sun dipped below the cloud bank, it lit up the world and showed me the power of beauty and light. We came close to catching this one.

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