4 March

Carriage Horses: Politics And Fantasies. As Always, The Animals Pay

by Jon Katz
Politics And Animal Fantasies
Politics And Animal Fantasies

I think of the New York Carriage Horses whenever I recall Henry Beston’s call so many years ago for a wiser and more mystical concept of animals. They are not brethren, he wrote, not underlings, they are other nations, caught with ourselves in the net of life and time, fellow prisoners of the splendour and travail of the earth. To understand animals, we must do the difficult work of trying to understand ourselves.

Has the need for a wiser concept of animals ever been clearer for any animal that these iconic animals, caught in the web of politics and conflict, pawns in the posturing and political games and confusion of people?  Sadly, for them, their fate is now in the hands of people who love politics and power rather than people who know and love animals. If you pore through the many statements of the people seeking to push the horses out of New York City, you see quickly that the horses are never real beings, they are not animals as we know them, horses as we experience them. They are fantasies, creations of the imagination, images from the mind, cartoons and one-dimensional fables, symbols of things, rather than being sentient beings themselves.

There is no sense of horses being known beyond their suffering – they are always suffering – there is nothing beyond this understanding of them as piteous and dependent beings, helpless underlings desperately in need of saving.

I wonder sometimes why we are having this conflict about the horses at all, why now, when there are so many important issues to face? One reason is that there really are no important issues to face for the people campaigning to drive the horses away, and that explains much. There is great human suffering all around us, but the first thing the mayor of New York must do is get these horses out of Central Park. Why are these horses, after so many thousands of years living with people and working with them, now seen as suffering so much cruelty and do desperately in need of rescue that they must be sent away, most likely for many of them, to their deaths rather than simply be left alone to their lives and their work? Where does this impulse really come from?

I’ve always been drawn to writing about the people involved with animals as much as the animals. My work has taken me deeply into the psychological realm of attachment theory – the reasons we feel the way we do about the animals in our lives. Attachment theory makes people uncomfortable, because it requires them to look at themselves as well as the animals in their lives in order to understand our feelings about them and reactions to them. I was lucky to spend a year at the University of Kentucky studying attachment theory for a book I wrote called “New Work Of Dogs,” perhaps the most important book I have written about animals, and the least known or bought. This book was perhaps ahead of its time, or maybe nobody wanted to hear it then either.

The strangest thing about the carriage horse fight is how ephemeral it is. There is really no factual urgency at all to this campaign. There is no real evidence that the horses are being mistreated, are depressed or unhappy, or are being abused by working. There are no facts or data to support these accusations, where does this near hysteria come from? The conflict makes no sense unless it is recognized for what it is, something well-known to psychologists and analysts, one of the oldest stirrings in the human mind, the animal fantasy.

Although the carriage horses have become a political issue, unfortunately for them, it really can’t be understood or solved as a political issue. It makes sense only in the context of attachment theory, of the relationship between people and animals. And in the rise of the animal rescue movement, growing rapidly and gaining influence in a society riven with disconnection, isolaton, anxiety and fragmentatiion.

Dorothy Burlingham is a hero to me, she was a wonderful writer and a brilliant British analyst who wrote powerfully and presciently about the birth of animal fantasies in human beings. The animal fantasy, she wrote, is a conscious fantasy, built up in the latency period of the child as the result of fear or disappointment by the parents. The child begins searching for a partner who will give him all the attention, love and companionship he desires and who will provide an escape from loneliness and solitude. The child dreams of having a perfect life, of having a better, kinder, and worthier family than his own, which has so bitterly disappointed, angered and disillusioned him. In disappointment, the child’s love turns into hate, he now despises his family and, in revenge, turns upon it.

This is  situation the child cannot long endure: he seeks a way out of his loneliness and anger in dreams and fantasies of rescue. The child takes on an imaginary animal as  his intimate and beloved companion, he is never separated from his animal friend and in this way he overcomes his loneliness and despair. The animal offers the child what he is seeking, rescue, comfort, faithful love and unswerving devotion. There is nothing that this animal cannot understand; speech is quite unnecessary, for understanding comes without words. These animal fantasies, writes Burlingham in Twins, are an attempt for the child to substitute for the discarded and loving family an uncritical but understanding, dumb and always loving creature. And just as the animal has rescued the child, says Burlingham, so does the child return the favor and seek to rescue the animal from his suffering and isolation. This idea of rescue, the anger and urgency surrounding it, are incorporated into the child’s psyche, a key part of his human development.

There are several things that stand out if one looks at this intensely emotional debate from a distance. The animal rights sites about the horses are filled with rage and contempt. There is no effort to mediate or negotiate, nothing that can soften or ease the issue. The positions are absolute, almost furiously assertive and compromising. People who oppose them are seen as enemies and demons,  tools and abusers, corrupt and without conscience. On these sites, the animals are not real animals, they have no personalities  – the people who understand the horses best are never approached or included in these discussions. The horses on these sites are familiar, though, they are Burlingham’s dumb, helpless, loving and beloved creatures in desperate need of consolation and rescue.

In the eyes of the animal rights writers, the animals are starved, worked brutally, confined in cell-like prisons where they can barely stand, suffering in the heat and cold, preyed on by greedy owners, corrupt and thieving riders and a bovine and unsuspecting public, left alone in filth and isolation. The animals are helpless in their lives, unable to withstand work or any kind of confinement, the only acceptable life for them is a perfect one, free of work on farms with their companions, all of them free to walk on soft ground, eat fresh green grass for the rest of their days. They must, at all costs, be saved, speech and negotiation are unnecessary, understanding comes without words, rescue, comfort, faithful love and unswerving devotion are offered without reservation.

When looking at animal fantasies, look for anger, said Burlingham, look for rescue and drama, both are a powerful need for the human to mirror the animal that saved him in his loneliness and came to him in his dreams. Anger and urgent rescue are always the signs that something else is going on, something deep beneath the surface of the arguments and accusations. There can be no discussion, no delay, the saving must occur immediately, without any kind of delay or compromise.

And the question for me, has always been clear: why the drama, why the rage, the bitter accusations, the sense of crisis, the refusal to meet, negotiate, to gather information? Why the rush to force people out of their work and livelihood, to disregard and rrefuse to consider the anguish and protest of so many others? The horses are not dropping in the streets, in their stalls, they are not being moved down by New York traffic, they are not hurting New Yorkers at all, let alone in the way cars, trucks and bicycles are.

I can see it in this discussion, I have seen it so many times and written about it so many times. In our frantic, media-driven political and polarized universe nobody wants to take the time to understand what is really happening, what lies behind the furor, we are all too busy on Facebook, following the warring blogs, making accusations and denying them. There is no understanding in that state, no resolution.

I have always loved Dorothy Burlingham’s work, even though her kind of analysis is vanishing in our hurried society, it helps explain our world to me, especially people and animals, again and again. Mayor deBlasio may yet get these horses out of New York, but he cannot ever seem to really explain why it must be so, any more than the animal rights people can speak with perspective, or compassion for people, or without anger. The truth is none of them really know and can say why they feel so strongly that the horses must leave New York right now, and after hundreds of years.

Dorothy Burlingham would perhaps know right away, but she is gone.

It’s not just about the horses. It’s never just about the animals.

But as always, the animals will pay for our fantasies.

 

4 March

George In The Light: When Dreams Come True

by Jon Katz
When Dreams Come True
When Dreams Come True

George feels safest and most ease in his darkroom, where he is the master and can shut the world out. His life has changed this week, it makes me wary sometimes for him. George has his own way of looking at the world at his world, and we are bonded now, we are friends in a new and different way. I don’t want to ever feel responsible for him, nor would he ever want that, and yet he is navigating some very new terrain and I want to help guide him when I can.

George now can publish his book and he has some decisions to make, decisions he has not had to make in many years, if ever.  His Kickstarter project has been funded and he received more money from an anonymous donor yesterday. He is as happy and excited ad I have ever seen him. And unnerved as well.

I am encouraging him to buy a new computer, which he desperately needs, as the equipment he has can barely manage e-mail, let alone his blog and the photo editing and managing he wants and needs so badly to do.  For a photographer, bandwidth matters, so does computer power. It is the only thing I have ever pressured him to do or will pressure him to do – I have seen how much he struggles to navigate the Internet and the great pain and anxiety he suffered as we tried to piece the Kickstarter project together on his ancient machinery, I’m not sure it even was a computer.

Kickstarter has shown George that he can sell his photography – people are interested in it. His work need not be lost or forgotten.  But he has never bought a new or expensive piece of equipment or technology in his life. He has wired his own house,  built his own big screen TV out of thrown away electronics, patched together a Frankenstein computer from gifts and spare parts and believes he is not entitled to spend a lot of money on anything for himself. His TV, speakers, old cameras and lenses were almost put together from discarded and junked parts or gifts from friends.

George has lived by his own rules in his own mind and space. It is going to be different now, he knows it and we are talking a lot about how to deal with it.

“You never want to go over the top,” he told me this morning, he said he found a computer for a couple of hundred dollars that he could connect to a neighbor’s WI-Fi. We had a long talk about this when I figured out he was looking at a child’s digital tablet, a toy for games and texting. “I don’t know that I need to spend thousands of dollars on this,” he said. He said he didn’t want to bother me by asking my advice.

George has navigated the world as well as I have, and for longer and in the face of greater odds. But I feel I have to win this particular struggle, because it is, in many ways, a struggle for George’s soul. Every morning, he apologizes to me for calling me and taking me time, he feels he is entitled to nothing. I love talking to George, I told him I call him as much as he calls me, and that is the truth.  I  have identified a few computers that are inexpensive and also talked to him about my Apple technology, which is expensive but which has permitted me to manage my blog, photos and writing reliably and effectively. (It would be a big leap for George to buy an Apple device, but I want him to know about Apple.)

There are a number of different routes George can take, I urged him to take his time, go to Saratoga Springs with Donna today, browse at Best Buy and look at a number of different computers and see which one seems the best for him.

He has to figure this out for himself – we don’t need any advice, thanks – and I told him I believed that this time, he might have to spend more money than he has spent on any single thing in many years (his car has 300,000 miles on it and was bought used.) George can figure it out for himself, he is one of the smartest people I know, but I’ve decided to meddle a bit on this one issue. You are worth this, George, I told him, you are entitled to it, you are not being arrogant overstepping your bounds by buying a new computer to help you bring your work back into the light,   you are just going back into the light yourself.

Computers were a luxury a few years ago, now, I said they are the lifeline creative people have with the world. We are talking again this afternoon, after he takes his ride to Saratoga. New turf for both of us, dreams are tricky things to live with.

4 March

Return Of The Notecards: The Minnie and Flo Bedlam Farm Barn Cat Series

by Jon Katz
Flo And Minnie Notecards
Flo And Minnie Notecards

From the very fertile brain of my former girlfriend, The Return Of The Bedlam Farm Notecards, this time a four-card color series of signed photos of Minnie and Flo, our two barn cats, with a guest appearance by Red (since Minnie wants to be everybody’s friend, Red has obliged). The warm weather headquarters of our barn cats (inside during this bitter cold month) are our eclectic back porch, where they and the chickens have taken over our two rocking chairs. It speaks to the power and entitlement of cats that Maria and I have never sat in these chairs, not once.

The cards are $20 plus shipping, and I wrote a few words that are on the back of each one: “We have two barn cats at Bedlam Farm, Flo and Minnie, each a very different personality, each affectionate and ferocious, sometimes at the same time. Cats are mysterious and mystical.” There are a limited number of these cards, I will sign each one. I got the idea when I started writing about Minnie and Flo and after Minnie had her leg amputated. I saw firsthand how many people there are out there who love cats and care deeply about them. These cards are for you, and for anyone who follows the animals at Bedlam Farm.

You can see them and order them and get the shipping details here, from Maria and her magical studio. Now, you can use Paypal or send checks to our Post Office Box: P.O.  Box 205, Cambridge, N.Y., 12816. If you have any questions, please contact Maria: [email protected]. The other big news is that Maria is considering publishing and selling some notecards of her own, using the wonderful sketches she has been making and sell. About time.

Around here, creativity reigns, we are always thinking of stuff and trying things. The notecards are an inexpensive way to share my photos, help defray the costs of taking them, and get them out to the world inexpensively. This one feels good.

4 March

Red And Zelda

by Jon Katz
Zelda And Red
Zelda And Red

Zelda has never been all that much impressed with Red, unlike the other sheep, who tremble at the sight of him. She has knocked him down a few times, run over him, butted him once or twice, and they have settled into a more or less peaceful accommodation. I liked the scene this morning where she turned and looked at me, as if to say “do I have to listen to this pesky little dog?” We think she is pregnant, if there is a big Zelda and a little Zelda, Red may have an interesting summer.

4 March

The Arctic Spring. Spring Is Here.

by Jon Katz
The Arctic Spring
The Arctic Spring

It was -10 this morning and we are among the lucky ones, our friends in Minnesota have not had temperatures above freezing for nearly two months. We haven’t done much better. As far as I am concerned, it is Spring. The light has changed, the sun is higher and stronger, I put away my winter coat, am wearing my fleece. Spring is a state of mind, after all, and as far as I am concerned, it is hear. One of my neighbors, a tough old farmer and determined climate change denier told me yesterday that global warming is a hoax, he heard it from the famed meteorologist Rush Limbaugh.

“Russ,” I said, “do you really think this weather is normal?” He shook his head and spat, “well I don’t know what normal is any more.” I know how the weather has wreaked havoc with Russ’s life and his crops, it has been much harder on him than on me. I think that is as far as he can go, and it’s good enough for me. People must believe what they need to believe, what works for them, and I know Russ well enough to know that climate change is a fearful and difficult thing for him, the end of a way of life, a way of thinking. One blog reader was outraged yesterday when I wrote that I didn’t accept the conventional wisdom about animals grieving. “Just because you don’t believe it,” she said, “doesn’t mean it isn’t true for everybody else.” This is wiser than she perhaps meant.

It’s also why I don’t argue my beliefs, I simply write about them. I don’t write to change people’s minds, Russ will go to his grave denying climate change, even as his crops are washed away by Biblical storms. We all believe what we need to believe.

We did agree on one thing, Russ and I, we are pals.  I told him the light was all Spring, the sun was saying Spring, the chickens were out and pecking around – they think it’s Spring. Russ and I decided it’s Spring.

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