25 January

Moving: How The Dogs Fared

by Jon Katz
Red, Lenore, Frieda
Red, Lenore, Frieda

When you live with something every day, it’s sometimes hard to see the larger picture. People ask me all the time how the dogs have fared in the move to the new farm, and I don’t think I ever wrote much about it. I thought I should sum up a bit. We moved to the farm just before Halloween. Each of the dogs had visited many times. We built a dog run next to the house with a secure fence – we live off a busy road. We were most concerned about Frieda and how she would react to the noise and the traffic.

Red has no problems adjusting. He is a working border collie with sheep out the door. Life is good. I work with him every day and he goes almost everywhere that I go. His life is full and meaningful, he is living his life almost to its full potential and that is gratifying to me. There will be more to come. His herding skills are sharp and he is very useful to us. He goes out on farm chores and visits his many admirers throughout the day.

Lenore’s role has changed also. She has become Maria’s ride-a-long dog. She goes out on chores and rides, gets free run of the area around the house – she never even glances at the road and is happy inside dozing on her sofa in my study. She has matured and is close to both of the other dogs, often curled up sleeping next to them. She remains the love dog, tail always wagging, on the prowl for food and attention.

The move has been wonderful for Frieda. She chases loud trucks with engine noises but the run is narrow and she runs back and forth and barks and then they are gone. She protects the house guarding against intruders. She is a watchdog through and through, loud, intimidating and vigilant. This role suits her, gives her a sense of purpose and focus. Inside the house, she is often found by the wood stove or curled up next to me or Maria.

These three are close with one another than any other combination of dogs I have had. They curl up next to each other, eat calmly alongside one another, even share their treats and chews. The move has been very good for them. It is a closer area for them to manage, and the old farmhouse has lots of good spaces beneath tables and in corners for them to melt into, as they do each night.

They each get attention and several walks  a day together – we go to a nearby park and if the weather permits hike back on our own property. They each have defined roles and important work to do. The dogs have fared well. We have no problems with them and as good dogs do, they have moved seamlessly into our new lives. As I write this all three dogs are curled up under my desk and alongside of me. I always have to be careful moving my chair back.

25 January

Emotion: The Challenge Of The Photograph

by Jon Katz

Emotion

When all is said and done, it is not what the camera sees but what you see. When all is said and done, it is not what the lens sees, it is what the heart feels. My challenge as a photographer is to capture emotion and to share it with you, to touch your souls with a feeling and a memory. When Frieda turns to look at me – I always see the wolf in her – she offers so much affection and emotion that I am often drawn to capture here. This is what I try and do with every photograph I take.

25 January

The Daughter Cometh

by Jon Katz
Emma
Emma

My daughter Emma arrives today via train from New York City. I’ll pick her up in Albany, the nearest train stop from the farm. Emma has not seen the new farm, nor met Red. She lives in Brooklyn and loves it. Emma has a rich and satisfying life in New York. She lives with Jay Jaffe, a pioneer baseball stat writer and she is a a writer and editor for SportsOnEarth, the hot new sports site, a collaboration between Major League Baseball and USA Today.

It always seems a little strange to me that Emma and I live so far apart and in such different ways, but our lives are really not that different when you think about it. We both are in committed relationships, we both write with a lot of attitude, we both love what we do. And we both seem to love dogs. She lives with Pearl, a dog I have her after she badgered me for two years. Emma and I do share one thing – we are willful.

Emma’s sportswriter life was triggered when I took her to a Yankees game when she was 14. I was not aware of it, but that game seems to have altered her life a bit. You never know. I would never have pegged Em as a sportswriter but she has taken to it and writes with her trademark humor, irony and much insight. I love the way she has put her life together, and she, like most of us, has weathered some rough spots.

Em is not all that interested in the country, like many city people. She considers life her a bit odd. This is to be expected from someone who has 500 restaurants within walking distance. But we are committed to staying connected with one another. Like many children of divorced parents, there were some bumpy periods, but we have never stopped loving one another or working to stay connected. Sometimes I go down there, sometimes she comes up here.

Em views the country as a curious place to live and I can’t say she is much interested in donkeys or sheep. But there are many places where we connect.  We are going to have a good time, I am so happy she is coming. Tonight, I’m cooking her my new trademark dish – multi-grain pizza with ricotta cheese, garlic bits, chard, tomato, slicked zucchini and sliced blue potato. She and Jay are into gourmet cooking and she is cooking dinner for Maria and me tomorrow night. Broccoli rabe I think.

In between all of this, we’re going to the movies – seeing Silver Lining – and Sunday, lunch at the Thai restaurant in Williamstown, Mass., on the way back to the train. She’s leaving Sunday. In February I hope to get down there. I miss New York.  Emma is eager to meet Red, and I suspect the two of them will get to know one another. Because it’s a cold night, we will loan her Lenore who is happy to cuddle with guests in their bed. I don’t know if I will ever to get used to living so far apart from my daughter, but I am the one who left and moved up here and I am the one who needs to live happily with it. I will. I am very excited Emma is coming her to see where I am living and what I am doing. The world feels much more in sync that way.

25 January

Poem: Put Simply. Choices. Every Day.

by Jon Katz
Put Simply
Put Simply

Put Simply. My Choices. Every Day. My Practice.

What I want. What I fear.

What I love. What I don’t.

What’s Ahead Of Me. What’s Behind Me.

What I’ve done. What I haven’t.

What I accept. What I can’t.

What lifts my heart. What doesn’t.

What I can change. What I can’t.

What does good. What doesn’t.

What I love about myself. What I don’t.

What feels good. What doesn’t.

What is true. What is not.

When it’s time. When it isn’t.

What helps me grow. What doesn’t.

What I am here for. What I am not.

What lifts up. What tears down.

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