Bedlam Farm Blog Journal by Jon Katz

6 May

Flower Art With A Vengeance! Tulips, Roses, Violets, And More, A Tribute To Color And Light And Beauty.

by Jon Katz

I was out in the sun doing a light of fiddling with my 205 MM leica lens. It left me happy but tired, so I’ll say good night and see you in the morning. I was thrilled to be alive today; there is so much beauty in the world; it wraps me in a cocoon and envelops me sometimes.

I’m happy to share this beauty with you; it is uplifting and humbling. We got wonderful news – see below – the Army Of Good total donation for April was 3, 828 pounds of food and products. That was 800 pounds more than last month, and we are just getting rolling.

I’m going to the food pantry tomorrow to see when the food comes in. I might bring the monochrome, which is my atmosphere camera.

 

I’m much enjoying watching these tulips unfold, red and pink and yellow, beautiful and emotional all over. Meditation flowers for sure, or just nice to sit and look at.

I didn’t know how much pink would emerge from the tulips. I’m going to watch closely every day.

Miniature roses, but quite striking.

 

African violets

 

This beautiful white rose is preparing to depart; I give her thanks and appreciation; she gave me a lot of beauty.

6 May

Wonderful News, The Army Of Good Sent The Cambridge Pantry 3,828 Pounds Of Food In April, 800 More Than In March. Wow

by Jon Katz

Sarah Harrington, the director of the Cambridge Food Pantry, texted me at 5:35 p.m. Monday with this message: “The Army of Good total donation for April,” she wrote, “was 3,828 lbs of food and products.” I asked her if that was good—I’m new to this—and the answer came back quickly:”That is almost 800 lbs over last month! It’s a crazy amount.

It’s a beautiful amount, and there are no words to thank you all enough. The Army of Good is not just a dream but a reality. You always come through.

I’ve never had the privilege to meet most of you; the Army of Good is a powerful army scattered all over the country, gathering to do good rather than arguing about what good is. I wish you could see and hear the gratitude from the Pantry volunteers and the 144 families that came to the pantry one day a week ago and another 173 backpack children.

I hope this news fills your hearts with as much joy as it does mine and, more importantly, the hearts of the struggling families who are desperate to feed their loved ones. Your actions are a beacon of hope, especially during these tense times. We started the Army of Good because we wanted to do good rather than fear or hate one another. It worked. People are eager to do good when given the chance.

(above the food back packs for children, we are stuffing the bags to the hilt.)

 

This is the correct political statement—we are showing the world our hearts and what they can mean for others. This is the America I know and love, the biggest-hearted country on earth. Here, we are all coming together, all kinds of people with all sorts of ideas and opinions, but we share one thing. We are here to show our love and care for one another in need.

I need to say how much I admire Sarah Harrington. She invited me to advocate for the pantry and has given me the encouragement and freedom to be myself. She gets me, and she gets you. I appreciate that. I’m going to the pantry tomorrow when the weekly food truck arrives.

I’ll have my camera.   I’m learning a lot, but I want to learn more about how a food pantry works. This is the triumph not of money or power or politics but of something much deeper: love and compassion.

I will keep this going for as long as possible, and I hope you can join me for as long as possible. Much love and gratitude to you; I almost grabbed some tissues.

Oh yes, don’t forget today’s need food: Maruchan Ramen Pork Flavor Noodles, pack of 24, $9.36. We can feed many families and their children with those noodles for $9.36. Bless all of you.

6 May

Photo Journal, First Days Of Spring, Monday, May 6, Bedlam Farm

by Jon Katz

Winter makes Spring especially beautiful, one of the reasons I love where I love. I would like to be warm, just like many other people, but this is the right thing for me.

Without Winter, Spring would not be nearly as magical for Maria and me. I understand that people love warmth, but it’s not for us.

 

Maria: Greeting her flock,, which is always beautiful to see.

Using my new wildlife lens, my first bird photo after the feeders came down is of a Red Wings Blackbird sitting on the fence. I tried using a Tripod, but it didn’t work.

Bud in the yard, watching me in the pasture. When his ears go up, he’s onto something.

The Peaceable Kingdom, nibbling on grass.

Zinnia loves the book and is a faithful retriever. The water is always warm for her, even in winter.

She was leading the flock out to grass in the North pasture.

 

Zip keeps me company while I take pictures.

Fate is worn out from chasing sheep but not herding them. She is complex and different, like her human.

 

 

 

 

6 May

Sarah’s Pantry Picks, Monday, May 4, Rice-A-Roni, Ramen Noodles

by Jon Katz

Sarah has two picks for today’s Cambridge Pantry. These items are hard to find and harder to keep, so any help would be appreciated. One is for Rice-a-Roni Dinners, and the other is for Ramen Beef and Ramen Pork Flavor.

Your help is not just invaluable; it’s personal.

Thanks to your generosity, Tide, a pantry favorite, reappeared on our shelves after a long absence, thanks. Your contributions, big or small, make a real difference in the lives of struggling families.

Rice-a-Roni Dinners and Ramen are on today’s Amazon Cambridge Food Pantry Wish List, and we hope you can help us put some on the shelves.

First, the Rice-A-Roni,

Rice-A-Roni Dinner Classics Variety Pick, 10 Piece Assortment, $12.48.

Then Ramen Beef, 3 Ounce, Pack of 24, $16.73.

And Manuchean Ramen Pork Flavor Noodles, 3.0 Pack of 24, $9.36.

I’m donating the Rice-A-Roni and the more affordable Ramen, the Flavored Noodles, for $9.36. Your contributions, no matter the size, have made and will make an enormous difference.

Ramem is a simple, filling meal to cook at dinnertime.

For me, this is what America is really about.

Thanks to you, Tide made a brief but enthusiastic return to the pantry. It will appear again on Sarah’s lists, as it is in demand.

Several students at the local high school have volunteered to transfer our kid’s backpacks to the children of the families that come to the Cambridge Pantry every week seeking food support.

It always lifts my heart to see them; they are always eager and smiling.

6 May

True Story: Last Night, The Werewolf In Me Was Unleashed, Two Mice Paid The Price….”When The Wolfbane Blooms And The Moon Is Bright…”

by Jon Katz

Even a man who is pure in heart and says his prayers by night may become a wolf when the wolfbane blooms and the Autumn moon is bright.” – Maleva, the gypsy in “The Werewolf” with Lon Chaney. The photo above shows my wolf-headed cane and the mice in the recycling bucket.

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First, I should say that  I got this werewolf cane from a British artist who was and is, like me, haunted by the hapless Lon Chaney Jr.’s touching and powerful (to a child) story of Lawrence Talbot, a kind and good man who was bitten by a wolf in rural England and whose horrified father was compelled to kill him with a silver cane when his son turned on him.

Some stories get in your mind as a child and stay there. This story is always close in my mind.

I vividly remember this movie  – “The Werewolf” – the Talbot character and Maleva, the gypsy (played by Maris Ouspenskyaya), who saw Talbot being attacked in the forest by the wolf and tried and failed to help him.

As a Dyslexic, I sometimes forget to spell some names correctly.  But I have never forgotten the gypsy’s name or her warning. Talbot’s father learned the truth too late.

You’re the gypsy filling his (Lawrence’s) mind with the werewolf noise, Maleva…” Talbot Sr. told her. Talbot had returned home from a long absence to take over the family estate.

Talbot’s father, Sir John Talbot,  refused to believe in the werewolf tale. He dismissed it as a foolish peasant myth when he encountered Maleva in the forest after Lawrence realized an awful spell had been cast on him.

In perhaps the movie’s most memorable scene  —the “Heaven Help You” scene—Meleva calls Talbot into her tent and warns him that once bitten by a werewolf, a man will become a werewolf.

She gives the horrified Talbot a Pentagram necklace to protect him from the werewolf’s spell and says, “Heaven help you,” as he flees in horror. Chaney’s performance was almost shockingly sensitive and intuitive for a horror film; I still vividly remember the movie and Talbot’s dread at the thought of killing someone.

It took me months to get a werewolf cane, a replica of the one in the movie. The craftsman who lives in the forest where the movie was filmed took two months to make it and ship it to me. It is always in the same spot, right by the back door, ready to use. I was thrilled to get it.

But what does all of this do with our farm and us?

Last night, Bud alerted us to a mouse that had somehow climbed up into a plastic recycling bucket we keep in the pantry. The mouse was trapped and was scrambling to get out.

We didn’t hear it, but Bud, our conscientious Boston Terrier, who was dozing in my lap, as he does whenever I watch a mystery, took off like a rocket. We feared the rat had returned, but it was only a tiny mouse.

Minutes later, Maria spotted another one climbing up the stairs to escape Bud. She threw a cloth on it and captured it.

I told Maria I would take care of it (she doesn’t like to kill any living thing), and almost without thinking, I went and got my werewolf cane. I love it but rarely use it. My brace has eliminated the problems with my foot; I walk without assistance.

As a kid, I often dreamt of using a cane just like it to kill a werewolf. This was one of the favorite fantasies of a frightened child whose father thought him a “sissy.”

The tiny mouse was hardly as menacing as a wolf, but using it came right to mind. Interestingly, our dreams and fantasies can be so large, but life often brings us down to size.

Since the werewolf in the movie could only be killed by a silver bullet or a silver-headed cane, I grabbed the cane and took the bucket outside to kill the two mice. I know it doesn’t make sense, but it felt good.

I don’t like to kill animals either, but mice and rats get no clemency from me once they enter our house; I’ve seen the damage they can do. If they get in once, they will get in again.

When Maria said they were especially young and “cute,” I quickly took the mice and the cane outside and killed each one using the metal head (not silver). It was sculpted to be just like the one in the movie. I can’t deny it; Talbot and the cane that killed him came to mind.

I heard the Maleva voice quite clearly: “Every man who is pure in his heart and says his prayers by night can become a wolf…”  I do not have a pure heart, rarely say prayers, and cannot be turned into a wolf. The nice were not werewolves,  but the story kept going through my head. I knew what I had to do.

And I brought the cane head down on each of the mice, killing them both instantly. All I can say is that I felt strong.

I noticed Zip, our barn cat, appeared out of nowhere in the dark and almost danced around the bodies.  It was strange. I left him alone with them, cleaned the cane (they both died instantly), and put the cane back in its position by the front door.

Then I thought of the rat. I can’t wait for that rat who ravaged through our kitchen to return. My cane is right nearby. The cane is waiting for him.

I laugh at this in a way but feel something mystical in another. This story has been inside me for many years, and a piece of the werewolf in me howled a bit last night.

That’s all I can make of it. Life is full of crisis and mystery.

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