Bedlam Farm Blog Journal by Jon Katz

26 April

Spring At Last, Really…Good Morning, Friday, April 26, 2024. The Miracle Of Life Is Enough

by Jon Katz
When lilacs last in the dooryard bloom’d,
And the great star early droop’d in the western sky in the night,
I mourn’d, and yet shall mourn with ever-returning spring.”
– Walt Whitman, on the death of Abraham Lincoln
I think of Whitman’s poem on the First Day Our Lilacs Start to Bloom every year.
That was this morning when I looked out to see the green lilac leaves framing the animals grazing. It was a beautiful and very uplifting way to begin the day.
When I woke up last night, I was thinking about miracles. It occurred to me that a miracle doesn’t have to be spectacular, like walking on water; it is often so mundane that we miss it. Lincoln was a miracle; I miss his courage, decency, and honesty. Sunrise is a daily miracle for me.
One of my spiritual guru authors wrote that the miracle is to walk on the earth and breathe in and out.
For me, the miracle is just being alive. I am still alive, and I am walking and photographing this beautiful world all around me.
My life is already a miracle because I exist. I sometimes feel that people want me to be more than I am. But my miracle is just what I am. That’s enough.
Now that I think of it, flowers are a miracle every time they bloom.
Fate at rest. I’ve noticed that when dogs sleep, it often looks like death. Perhaps this is why they are so accepting of death while humans hide from it and deny it. I hope I die as peacefully as Fate sleeps.
Zip might be a miracle sent by the spirits to enrich our lives and remind us of the power of animals to love and remind us of love. That is a miracle, for sure.
Friendship is a miracle; the tough dog Bud is always happy to let Zinnia, his pal, use him as a footrest.
25 April

I Seem To Have A New Work Companion: The Chronicles Of Zip (A/K/A Zud), A True Kind Of Parable And Feline Ham

by Jon Katz

My garden bed has yet to be ready for a few weeks. So I bring flowers into the yard in the late afternoon when the sun is low and beaming into the camera. It’s often too hot for Zinnia, so she sits in the shade on the porch and watches things.

I have a new companion, Zip. It took him two days of getting yelled at and pushed aside before he realized I didn’t want him coming between me and the flowers. I sat on a chair behind the garden bed, placing the flowers in sunlight.  I think Zip was lonely once – he lived alone and out in the forest for the first year of his life – and he is happy to find his people and a lot of animal friends and fields of mice and moles and chipmunks.

He has a spiritual quality about him, and he certainly knows how to connect with me.

Then, I use autofocus and manual focus for my shots. I love abstracts and moody ones. If such a thing exists, they will be my trademark flower photo. He’s also figured out how to pose for the camera. He is a feline ham.

 

But sits a couple of feet next to me and sits quietly, sometimes dozing.

If I move, he moves with me and finds another place to sit. I love having him along; occasionally, I lean over and scratch his neck. I love his quiet companionship. Taking flower photos has always been a solitary thing for me. Not anymore. I have a cat companion who watches me closely but never interferes. He has picked up my mood and my vibe. Brilliant, these barn cats.

25 April

Flower Art. Out In The Sun, A New Way Of Understanding Flowers. Just Ask My Leica.

by Jon Katz

I had a non-stop day of work: check-ups, blogging, flower photography, and pantry work.

I’m happy and blessed. This will be my last post of the day.

It was a beautiful day, outside and inside. See you in the morning; I hope you enjoy these flowers as much as I did. They do lift the soul.

Tomorrow, I’m heading back to the pantry for a special mission. I’ll be capturing some heartwarming moments of the older kids from the school, who are lending a hand in gathering backpacks. It’s a beautiful initiative, and I’m thrilled to share these photos with you. Rest assured, their parents and the school have all approved the photographs.

I’m going to the living room to wear earphones and listen to Taylor Swift’s new album. I’ve heard most of it and like it light. I love her writing and musical sense.

I look forward to seeing you in the morning.

I have a nice spot outside with the sun directly on my face. It’s my favorite lighting for flower photos.

I got some purple flowers yesterday from Sue at the Cambridge Florist shop. I needed something to balance the yellow and white daisies. Sue wouldn’t let me pay her because I gave her a book last week. My grandmother would have called her a bench, meaning a stand-up human.

The daisies almost stole the show. That’s the sun setting behind us.

 

25 April

Pantry Need Of The Day: Relief For Parents, Decaf Columbia Whole Bean Coffee (And Canned Chicken)

by Jon Katz

In the past couple of weeks, we’ve been concentrating on getting healthy food to the children of the Cambridge families who need food support. The program has been a great success; there was plenty of good for the children at today’s backpack stuffing.

(Above, students from the school pick up the backs at the pantry and discreetly and privately bring them to the school. The families come and get them.)

This week, Pantry Director Sara Harrington is asking for help in giving the parents some relief. She has chosen two items from the Amazon Pantry Wish List. Both are gone from the shelves:

Amazon Fresh  Decaf Columbia Whole Bean Coffee Medium Roast, 12 Ounce (Pack of 3), 19.99 dollars.

And for the family, something else the pantry has run out of:

Swanson White Premium Chunk Canned Chicken, Breast in Water, Fully Cooked Chicken, 4.5 Oz. Can, Pack of four: $7.93. It’s a great price for an easy and healthy family dinner.

 

This morning, volunteers packed more than 70 packbacks; your donations were a tremendous help. Everyone got what they were supposed to get and more. Thank you.

 

Getting the packs stuffed. Photo by Maria Wulf

Preparing the kitchen for people coming to eat a meal.

Yesterday’s boxes from the Army Of Good. Thank you.

25 April

New Column: Donations And Art By Sue Silverstein, From Bishop Gibbons High School

by Jon Katz

Art teacher Sue Silverstein’s amazing art program is now a regular part of this blog. Sue teaches 80 art students at Bishop Gibbons High School in Schenectady, New York, and the art her students produce is amazing, thanks to the Bedlam Farm Army Of Good donations and discarded or forgotten objects. It’s creating some buzz in schools all over the country.  She now has a weekly column here to talk about what the donations of discarded objects are inspiring and the stunning work of her students. This is the second one; they’ll be posted once a week, according to Sue’s choice of the day.

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So much is happening in the art room this week…always something new. Sometimes, it’s like an orchestra, everyone doing different things in different ways yet working together. The go-big or go-home cake sculptures keep growing.

It’s always great when the first group to finish sets the bar high. Thanks to everyone who sent treasures this week. Lynn, who describes herself as a proud soldier in the Army of Good, took the time to send a note with a quote from Mary Oliver: “Maybe the desire to make something beautiful is the piece of God that is inside each of us.”

We will be adding that to the art room wall. I’m excited that Rick dropped off a box of trophies and medals, the minds of the kids were instantly designing when they saw them. We will keep you posted. A couple of finally rain-free and warm afternoons allowed us to get outdoors for photography class. Cyanotypes (sun prints) are always a sign of spring in the art program.

The most fun by far was the bubble photo shoot. You never know. During grocery shopping last weekend, I passed a row of beautifully colorful bubble wands. It was the colors, like a new box of crayons. I grabbed a couple of packs; no one in my life questions what I come home with anymore; they are used to me. I took the class outside, and we talked about capturing moments that would otherwise be fleeting. Also, about light and filters, using reflections in the photos.

They produced amazing images, and we had fun. Nothing like watching kids twirl and jump like they are 5 again. They have enough time for pressure and grown-up concerns. There is not a day that creativity does not happen because of your help. I sometimes tell the kids that we have no business having the number of materials that we do. The best part is finding a new purpose for them. We can always use paints, canvas, foam, and anything else that we think we can turn into art. A huge thank you to everyone for your constant support.

See you next week, Sue. My e-mail is:  [email protected]

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